It is so weird dealing with this concept. I really am done talking about it, but I never really lost anyone who was close to me before. So, let me put expand on my last post without delving too much: my mood sucks at time, but I am moving on with my life. I have moments where I can’t think or breath, but they are getting less severe. I suppose I will always have them, but it is something I will just have to accept. Moving on.
This weekend culminated in the wedding of my dear friend from high school and her lovely husband. There was drama and lots of pink, but I think it turned out perfectly. She has been engaged for 2345643 years due to medical school, and she finally got to walk down the aisle. It was hard not to cry and all the other bridesmaids would give me eyeballs if I started, but I made it through without ruining my makeup. I love this couple. They are family for sure, and I know they have many, many happy years ahead of them.
These are just pictures I took with my phone. I will post the others once they are released!
My life for the past two months has been so focused on this one day just to keep my mind off of things. It really helped, and it is now done. I cannot believe how quickly it was over! I can only imagine how the bride felt! That said, I realize weddings are like super stressful and I pretty much want to elope. With like 50 family and friends. to Capri. When the time comes, duh. Not that I am in a relationship now or anything, but the time will come one day I suppose. SO CALL ME CRAZY PINTEREST GIRL, but can you blame me for creating an inspiration board when it comes to pictures like these?
I am due to go back to Paris after dealing with all the crap of the past two months and the wedding. It is time, and I am ready to go back to the land I love.